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Hey there! *wink*

I can't believe myself. I have been ranting here less than I should. Well, I doubt that I should rant here for no reason. Hahah. All is well I guess. Now that I'm in second yr of my degree. And now that I'm on of the student's representative for my college. Sounds big and large. Not really, not that I take care of the whole UPM no no no thank you very much hahah.

I'm good. Well I can blow and burst at times, but thats what makes me, me. I guess. Hahah. Plus all this works and studies make me stress more than I should. Well, its me who overthink stuff and all.How on earth I do not think of things I should do, right? Like, its my goddamn work and I have to do this. Penat. But I hope it'll be worth it.

and now that my bestie, Rozila already flew to Ireland. I am so so so deeply happy for her. I mean, she deserved that. Seriously happy and I'm so proud of her ^^, and that one other friend.

That guy?

Yeah he flew too. Kind of a surprised.I mean I know he'll fly eventually, but tat we never know the exact date of he taking off. And for that one person, I feel so happy too. I don't know why. After all the breakdown and not moving on *hahah* I finally manage to be happy, in a real way I guess. I can see the look in his face, that he is so happy with what he achieved now. And I'm proud of him, too.

And then there's me, still being me in any way that I could. Been stressing out lately, so I kind of blew off a few times. Thanks to my dearest Wumbos ; Syeera, Chot, Nazri, Yayat and Husaini. They are my world now. Well, hope it lasts forever, right?

Till then :)

i miss my dearie ROZILA RASIT

 that pretty girl.. isn't she..? the left one okayy...!!! hahaha..

talking about her won't make me stop laughing... just the thought of her would even make up a smile on my face...i swear you this is the real friends of mine... all i need is just to be myself when i'm with her... i don't have to pretend, acting like taking care of her heart too much... but it doesn't mean that i don't have to do so...

she got the colours for her SPM result... and i thought so cause she deserve.. and she did make it to the interview for mara scholarship... now she is on her way to ireland... another two year to be here before the fly... and i am really missing her...

just to remind you how i couldn't adapt here... so that make the feeling of missing this part of me getting stronger and bigger.. we made it to finish the whole five years at sakti... with full of memories, the sweetness, the bitter, the pain,... how we ever separate... how we ever been hurt... the cried, the sadness, friendship,  there was nothing much difference between us... 

to remind that of moments gonna pour my tears down, 

reading your comment did that, did drawn those tears... sign of missing you too hard... i just pray that let Him send  Rozila to me, so i could survive, and let that Rozila be you, cause i'll never want another...

and now we are separate like permenantly to get on our very own way and destiny... those five years with her won't ever be the same with this 5 to 6 years here without her... i always wonder will she find someone to replace me... cause if she ever do then i would be much more upset... but she deserve to, she has the right to be friend... just make a new one and don't you dare to replace her in my place eh honey...!!

i just love you like more than you could ever know.. now you are really on your way to catch those stars, i'm supporting you and i'll always will... please don't erase me in your heart... cause once you did, then i am already abandoned.. ;')

muah muah muah :)