That was fast

Remember when I said I need to make a certain things clear to a certain person?

I don't have to anymore. Turns out the person already has  another way of getting out. I mean maybe it's my fault too because I was kinda avoiding, running and all that. Well that was just me being me, trying to figure things out, whether I want in or not. But hey, 

That was fast.

And just when you thought someone is different, they prove you wrong. 

And that is when I gotta stop.

Stop hoping.

Stop waiting.

Stop looking.

Or maybe even stop breathing?

Stop breathing for a life where nothing can promise you anything. 

And start breathing for a real one.

Real life where you will always, always get left out and behind.