adaptation is must

tell ya what, i still can't find myself here... i just missed home much.. my mom, my dad, my family... maybe i just not really prepared for starting my student's life.. i'm not sure what is the reason for this unprepared feeling... i just, can't...

some will say that i set it in my mind that i never adapt to this place, yet i think... i ever been like this before, been in that SAKTI. i'm not knowing anybody but my schoolmates here.. and someday they will move on with new friends.. it is just me that can't find who is... i tried, but i don't know how to...

and for my friend who just stepped into campus life, or for those who gonna register by tomorrow, i never meant to frightened you guys with this such things... it is just myself, and i...

kbaii~~

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