if only i knew

seriously..if only i knew this thing gonna happen like this..

i won't fall for you..

not even in my dream..

but yet, who am i to fight the fate..

i'm nobody..

not to everyone..

especially you..

i can see it like everything now..

this thing is not gonna works..

not even for me..

why would i ever face this whole damn thing..

why would every time should be me..

this isn't something new..

i've used to it..

and we can see it that the situation are tearing me inside out..

i never see you anymore..

and you yourself..

not even take a little look at my place..

never like before..

if only i knew this gonna happen..

i won't be there..

I.  W.O.N.T.