aq da giler...!
nape aq cakap cam tuh..?
aq mintak sumthing yang aq xkan dapat lagi,,mintak orang yang da tadek untuk datang balik pada aq n temankan aq n support aq... i just miss him deadly... nobody knows the truth of my condition,, my life,,,and it hurts really much...i miss the one who had grown me up till what i'm now... and i just can't met him anymore...no..no..no..
pala otak nga serabot nan banyak mende yang xkan pena abez...aq xkan mampu nak hadap sume mende neyh law tade sape nak support aq...they admit that they are supporting,,, and they do...but that just can't get enough as the truth is not revealed...and i don't think so to exposed them... i know it sound stupid when i said i want to express my problem but still keeping the story...all this because of not everyone can hear us and give their opinion of what we needed...
and our promises to be the besties ever seems to sink...no more...not talking,,chatting,,meeting...no..no and no... i am nobody in his life...and i have to admit that i have nobody by my side...luckily i have Allah to hear me...but i still need a human being to listen of what i feel...for you,, thanks cause ever be in my life and soothe me in time i am needing,..i know that HE will never test me of what i can't bear into...
and i am missing both of him...
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