his first...

hambek aq...!

sooouu happy coz finally he 'hi' me... tu pon aq ase coz malam tadik aq cakap sumthing as a besfren should say...and this noon he text me up...asking for what i'm doing...have i eaten...

i should have felt happy sooouu mushy...!

but i'm not...

no...!

i mean,, not that happy like before...because i know one day he will repeat it...and i kept hurt..

biala...as long as he still can say those words...i will be fine...even maybe sometimes he didn't meant of what he is saying...he thought that it is what he should say,,, it is not coming from his heart...i don't care...

at least he is saying that...

and he repeat that hurting part...

and i get hurt...

and once it's recovered by those words again...

i am happy...

and not again...

and again...

and again...